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Thursday, April 5, 2012
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Sunday, November 29, 2009
sonnet: world
Looking upon a sad forgotten face,
an old story reels out in such a way.
Like many before with a want of grace,
for something as simple as a bright day.
Children gone without food countless a night,
always in a thought of what love could be.
Mothers without a sense of wrong or right,
with thick tears so heavy they cannot see.
A never ending battle against strife,
a fate monster lives in dreams smothered deep.
They somehow move on with reason in life,
all of these things live which make a heart weep.
If you let the world make a change in you,
you can change the world with words but a few.
an old story reels out in such a way.
Like many before with a want of grace,
for something as simple as a bright day.
Children gone without food countless a night,
always in a thought of what love could be.
Mothers without a sense of wrong or right,
with thick tears so heavy they cannot see.
A never ending battle against strife,
a fate monster lives in dreams smothered deep.
They somehow move on with reason in life,
all of these things live which make a heart weep.
If you let the world make a change in you,
you can change the world with words but a few.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
gloomy days?
theres a feeling that matches mother nature
sometimes when it rains..
it makes me wanna hate her
its so dark
especially when it tears at my heart
its the kind of rain that falls straight down
and turns my stomach upside down
gripping the wall just insnt enough
when i miss you..
its pretty rough
maybe because ive fallen so hard for you
thats why i fall so far when you are gone too
thats the first time i cried in those jeans
cuz every other memory
has been better than i could imagine it be
with 'i believe in love' stitched on the butt
i must have found the ultimate love
its just waiting for you
like waiting out rain
gets to me all the way through
and theres nothing else i can blame
but mother nature's falling rain
sometimes when it rains..
it makes me wanna hate her
its so dark
especially when it tears at my heart
its the kind of rain that falls straight down
and turns my stomach upside down
gripping the wall just insnt enough
when i miss you..
its pretty rough
maybe because ive fallen so hard for you
thats why i fall so far when you are gone too
thats the first time i cried in those jeans
cuz every other memory
has been better than i could imagine it be
with 'i believe in love' stitched on the butt
i must have found the ultimate love
its just waiting for you
like waiting out rain
gets to me all the way through
and theres nothing else i can blame
but mother nature's falling rain
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
goodness gracious
and god said that it was good making the light and leaving the dark as egual to see
black and white
theres solid light
and darkest night
they come together
only just right
the in between
is the most beautiful thing
that you have ever seen
half black
half white
mixin to gether
to form a sunrise
others stop
stop and stare
they look at
what is there
some miss out
they just dont see
whats become of the in between
every morning they see it mesh
the sky's light with the dark night
but somehow its new to you
new to me
new to them
when its between you and me
they stop and stare
and look at
what is there
some miss out
they just dont see
what had become of the in between
black and white
theres solid light
and darkest night
they come together
only just right
the in between
is the most beautiful thing
that you have ever seen
half black
half white
mixin to gether
to form a sunrise
others stop
stop and stare
they look at
what is there
some miss out
they just dont see
whats become of the in between
every morning they see it mesh
the sky's light with the dark night
but somehow its new to you
new to me
new to them
when its between you and me
they stop and stare
and look at
what is there
some miss out
they just dont see
what had become of the in between
Friday, July 17, 2009
reluctance
come on come on you're running on slow
come on come on i really wanna go
quit fightin me here, you'll be fine my dear
you'll miss this bliss a magnificent glow
unwillingness has brought you low
if you'd jus let yourself be reckless and go
and quit fightin me here, you'll be fine my dear
you'll feel the fascination of a love and you'll know
that everything in the world as you see
is nothing compared to you and me
darkness and light can have its fight
but even if we were smack in between
you and i, we'll still be
come on come on lets run not slow
come on come on i really wanna go
and feel like emotions round a circus show
suprised but ready
ready for more
get rid of your reluctance,
i'll have no more
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
smile smile
ive tried and ive tried
ta make my own smile
but i cant and ive cried
till i found yours was worth while
you caught me off guard
and i fell in love with tomorrow
that id get to see you
walk towards me in style
ta make my own smile
but i cant and ive cried
till i found yours was worth while
you caught me off guard
and i fell in love with tomorrow
that id get to see you
walk towards me in style
stranger
a brand new mess of a perfect world
her eyes dont reflect whats gonna crush her
a smile cuz shes young and she dont understand a word
there was a runner
a love
now just a story up above
but shell find him in a stranger
some people have got it
C FOR CONFIDENCE
they face a fear and run so hard like nothins near
and runnin for kicks they really love it
like excitement edgin on danger
shes gonna find him in a stranger
times where everything shes done crushes down in a moment
passes through her mind and theres no way in hell that she can hold it..in
in her eyes
in her tears
in her up side down smile
itll only be a while till shell also smile
learning of his miles his light his passion
is there in a stranger
~a runners passion, it becomes a part of you, the same in many, and links but strangers
her eyes dont reflect whats gonna crush her
a smile cuz shes young and she dont understand a word
there was a runner
a love
now just a story up above
but shell find him in a stranger
some people have got it
C FOR CONFIDENCE
they face a fear and run so hard like nothins near
and runnin for kicks they really love it
like excitement edgin on danger
shes gonna find him in a stranger
times where everything shes done crushes down in a moment
passes through her mind and theres no way in hell that she can hold it..in
in her eyes
in her tears
in her up side down smile
itll only be a while till shell also smile
learning of his miles his light his passion
is there in a stranger
~a runners passion, it becomes a part of you, the same in many, and links but strangers
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
i wanna know why
i can't fix your life, i wanna try
but all i do is sit n' cry
i can't fix your life, only you can try
so many tears taught me that, before i said goodbye
i can't fix your life, i can't fix your life
maybe its better if i just leave
i see its better off just letting you be
i dont have enough left to fight for you
i dont have enough left to just try for me
when my heat wanted to run with yours
thats when i learned, i learned a truth
i cant fix your reckless life
even though ive tried and tried
you cant always run and hide
im not strong enough to hold you to a light
you have to try for your life
you have to try for yourself
i cant fix what has made me cry
you can only change if you, yourself, can see why
the day came when i embraced your ways
now i couldnt imagine you being another way
i love it dont change those reckless days
i cant fix it, i cant fix your life
im glad i cant
if you were different now,
maybe i'd cry.
but all i do is sit n' cry
i can't fix your life, only you can try
so many tears taught me that, before i said goodbye
i can't fix your life, i can't fix your life
maybe its better if i just leave
i see its better off just letting you be
i dont have enough left to fight for you
i dont have enough left to just try for me
when my heat wanted to run with yours
thats when i learned, i learned a truth
i cant fix your reckless life
even though ive tried and tried
you cant always run and hide
im not strong enough to hold you to a light
you have to try for your life
you have to try for yourself
i cant fix what has made me cry
you can only change if you, yourself, can see why
the day came when i embraced your ways
now i couldnt imagine you being another way
i love it dont change those reckless days
i cant fix it, i cant fix your life
im glad i cant
if you were different now,
maybe i'd cry.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Sometimes you have to be your own genie
and make a wish
a wish for becoming
a wish to believe
or a wish for a friend
a wish to make
an isuperable memory
i've been to a place
where others' culture didn't match my face
rain came warm every night
near the ocean, to wash away
dirt built up from walking everywhere that day
i've been there
been in that most simple space, and
been in a most hated lavish place
for granted that it came my wish for becoming
for granted that it came my wish to believe
i've been there
but not quite where you take me here
my genie wish
granted with you
MY BOY MY FUN MY DREAM AT NIGHT
my wish for a friend come true
you have no idea what i think of you
cuz i cant help it
i love you!
and make a wish
a wish for becoming
a wish to believe
or a wish for a friend
a wish to make
an isuperable memory
i've been to a place
where others' culture didn't match my face
rain came warm every night
near the ocean, to wash away
dirt built up from walking everywhere that day
i've been there
been in that most simple space, and
been in a most hated lavish place
for granted that it came my wish for becoming
for granted that it came my wish to believe
i've been there
but not quite where you take me here
my genie wish
granted with you
MY BOY MY FUN MY DREAM AT NIGHT
my wish for a friend come true
you have no idea what i think of you
cuz i cant help it
i love you!
Sunday, April 19, 2009
200 years
i was feeling a bit history-influenced...
There’s an old wooden broken down door
closed and shattered across an old dirt floor
gone with the struggles of Sojourner Truth
And legions of others who came before
Curled up and sort of hunched over
I can’t keep out such thoughts of wonder
Were they scared
Did they fear
Was there one prospect they just fought to hear
Hoping to open paths of new
Giving up their days for you
And Leader’s speeches promising a day
Of equality and freedom
So that someone could see you smile that way
There’s an old wooden broken down door
closed and shattered across an old dirt floor
gone with the struggles of Sojourner Truth
And legions of others who came before
Curled up and sort of hunched over
I can’t keep out such thoughts of wonder
Were they scared
Did they fear
Was there one prospect they just fought to hear
Hoping to open paths of new
Giving up their days for you
And Leader’s speeches promising a day
Of equality and freedom
So that someone could see you smile that way
Monday, March 30, 2009
tears and fears
tears are coming from the sky
fears are claiming their victims cry
a thunder cracks on an innocent face
closing in on a hopeful place
a first thought is to let go
its easy to just fall and break
but
i told her not to be afraid
i told her everything that he had said
his words brought a picture to lifethat in my mind theres nothing like
a son in hands of life alike
go and find jesus
go and look for his smile
its there even when its been a while
i know that is seems hard
and i know that it seems gone
really, what is love when there are tears striking ground
what is love when there are fears all around
still go, and find jesus
go look for his smile
its there even if it has been a while
it will be okay
no need to wait for rain
the shine is there
fight stonger than it
you can stay
i know you'll find Him
find him
today
tears are coming from the sky
fears are claiming their victims cry
a thunder cracks on an innocent face
closing in on a hopeful place
a first thought is to let go
its easy to just fall and break
but
i see
you found jesus today
a needed prayer for a love, jesus is but a needed love, for a need he is there with love.
Friday, March 20, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
a red guitar
A little girl a face of jade
shes a love that music likes to play
her song picked out in but silent space
just a red guitar plays out her ways.
A piece of ribbon all tied up in bows
her eyes just look up as if she knows
that shes loved til' a fake flower dies
that shes loved when she breaks n' cries.
Shes kept close to a heart
and shes worth more than a midnight star.
Perfect curles is where he got it from
she grew up and he slid it on
a bow wrapped around her finger
there to keep
to keep
forever.
Shes a love that music likes to play
her song picked out in but silent space
just a red guitar picking out her ways.
To forget everything in the world to be
to forget everything in the world to see
to lay on his chest
and fall asleep
just listening to
his heart beat.
Her eyes look up as if she knows
that shes loved as far as forever goes
that shes kept close to a heart
and shes worth more than a midnight star.
his promise kept
he kept his promise
for precious curls to tie a bow
for a little girl of a face of jade
shes his love that music likes to play
her song picked out in but silent space
just a red guitar plays out her ways...
shes a love that music likes to play
her song picked out in but silent space
just a red guitar plays out her ways.
A piece of ribbon all tied up in bows
her eyes just look up as if she knows
that shes loved til' a fake flower dies
that shes loved when she breaks n' cries.
Shes kept close to a heart
and shes worth more than a midnight star.
Perfect curles is where he got it from
she grew up and he slid it on
a bow wrapped around her finger
there to keep
to keep
forever.
Shes a love that music likes to play
her song picked out in but silent space
just a red guitar picking out her ways.
To forget everything in the world to be
to forget everything in the world to see
to lay on his chest
and fall asleep
just listening to
his heart beat.
Her eyes look up as if she knows
that shes loved as far as forever goes
that shes kept close to a heart
and shes worth more than a midnight star.
his promise kept
he kept his promise
for precious curls to tie a bow
for a little girl of a face of jade
shes his love that music likes to play
her song picked out in but silent space
just a red guitar plays out her ways...
Sunday, February 1, 2009
the man on the moon
the man on the moon can you bring
can you bring the world i see
a lift maybe some of your dignity
so he says
dont run away dont run away
dont come to me dont try to stay
your fear today will be the same tomorrow
as will be thick tears of sorrow
dont run away to fix it dont stay
her heart
wants to meet the man on the moon.
staring up
not sure why it broke so soon
it broke on a flat note
like a violin was ready
ready for a new tune
the man on the moon
yeah hes probably got some dignity
i guess you forgot
forgot about u and me
well boy u made me see
u broke it and tried to fixx it
but all u did was
mix
it.
mix my feelings
upp
the man on the moon can you bring
can you bring the world i see
a lift maybe sum of your dignity
so he says
dont run away dont run away
dont come to me dont try to stay
your fear today will be the same tomorrow
now wipe your tears that drip black sorrow
dont run away to fix it dont stay
face the tears about it pray
go out and do, dont sit on me the moon
not sure why it broke so soon
like a violin was ready
ready for a new tune
the man on the moon
yeah
somehow he knew
his song was right
so i dried my eyes
and now i dont have to wait for a sunrise
dont run away dont run away
dont sucumb to fear and face the gray
about it pray n sunrise's mite will stay
only but a reflection is the moon
a reflection i found of love he knew
the man on the moon can you bring
can you bring the world i see
a lift maybe sum of your dignity
so he says
dont run away dont run away
dont come to me dont try to stay
your ferar today will be the same tomorrow
a tear no more, no more black sorrow
dont run away to fix it dont stay
within the dark of today
a heart's a spark
so that you may
read the mark
dont run away
dont run away
can you bring the world i see
a lift maybe some of your dignity
so he says
dont run away dont run away
dont come to me dont try to stay
your fear today will be the same tomorrow
as will be thick tears of sorrow
dont run away to fix it dont stay
her heart
wants to meet the man on the moon.
staring up
not sure why it broke so soon
it broke on a flat note
like a violin was ready
ready for a new tune
the man on the moon
yeah hes probably got some dignity
i guess you forgot
forgot about u and me
well boy u made me see
u broke it and tried to fixx it
but all u did was
mix
it.
mix my feelings
upp
the man on the moon can you bring
can you bring the world i see
a lift maybe sum of your dignity
so he says
dont run away dont run away
dont come to me dont try to stay
your fear today will be the same tomorrow
now wipe your tears that drip black sorrow
dont run away to fix it dont stay
face the tears about it pray
go out and do, dont sit on me the moon
not sure why it broke so soon
like a violin was ready
ready for a new tune
the man on the moon
yeah
somehow he knew
his song was right
so i dried my eyes
and now i dont have to wait for a sunrise
dont run away dont run away
dont sucumb to fear and face the gray
about it pray n sunrise's mite will stay
only but a reflection is the moon
a reflection i found of love he knew
the man on the moon can you bring
can you bring the world i see
a lift maybe sum of your dignity
so he says
dont run away dont run away
dont come to me dont try to stay
your ferar today will be the same tomorrow
a tear no more, no more black sorrow
dont run away to fix it dont stay
within the dark of today
a heart's a spark
so that you may
read the mark
dont run away
dont run away
Friday, January 30, 2009
a prayer from Him
to keep a dream is to win within
down the road is a broken heart,
which the unknown has taken apart,
i don't know and i can't see why he is taken away from the dream,
he was so close i was glad to see that he left in knowing his dream would be achieved,
a prayer for him,
for his dream to win,
because the sun's face it cries today so that maybe tomorrow he'll find his way,
a prayer for him and his dream it wins,
for his boy's a smile from within,
not make it through the world and fate,
but make the world a lesser hate,
with through his love the son shines today.
joe my friend for you i pray
to keep a dream is to win within
down the road is a broken heart,
which the unknown has taken apart,
i don't know and i can't see why he is taken away from the dream,
he was so close i was glad to see that he left in knowing his dream would be achieved,
a prayer for him,
for his dream to win,
because the sun's face it cries today so that maybe tomorrow he'll find his way,
a prayer for him and his dream it wins,
for his boy's a smile from within,
not make it through the world and fate,
but make the world a lesser hate,
with through his love the son shines today.
joe my friend for you i pray
to keep a dream is to win within
Saturday, January 17, 2009
to carve out a heart
a heart, it's so much. it's a life, and it holds love.
every time in a hug, every smile it knows of.
you and me, the sun can see its carved out on a tree.
it knows of.
a stumble on truth, a fall and all breaks loose.
colors of a sunset on the tree, still love reflects.
red and orange it's true, flip it over to me and you.
so the sun can still see, that it's carved out on the tree...
it knows of.
how your heart made me cry.
tears of joy,
and that is what, your heart sounds like.
every time in a hug, every smile it knows of.
you and me, the sun can see its carved out on a tree.
it knows of.
a stumble on truth, a fall and all breaks loose.
colors of a sunset on the tree, still love reflects.
red and orange it's true, flip it over to me and you.
so the sun can still see, that it's carved out on the tree...
it knows of.
how your heart made me cry.
tears of joy,
and that is what, your heart sounds like.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
the sun
and it shines
as it reflects from the sky
eyes look up
wonder lets out a sigh
there's a dream out there
but there is fear
is a heart able to get there
nailed to a cross
his life was lost
he bled n' cried
for you he died
the sun,
yeah
sometimes it cries
but there is a dream out there
only fear fear
always there
is a heart able to get there
yes it shines
as it reflects but from the sky
eyes look up
wonder sighs
faith you try spell life
the heart keeps true
an' in the mornin'
the sun still shines bright.
as it reflects from the sky
eyes look up
wonder lets out a sigh
there's a dream out there
but there is fear
is a heart able to get there
nailed to a cross
his life was lost
he bled n' cried
for you he died
the sun,
yeah
sometimes it cries
but there is a dream out there
only fear fear
always there
is a heart able to get there
yes it shines
as it reflects but from the sky
eyes look up
wonder sighs
faith you try spell life
the heart keeps true
an' in the mornin'
the sun still shines bright.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Monday, December 29, 2008
cuz you love me
I'm stuck in a limelight of hate
is it really a
predestined fate
or is it that your love
your love
your love is all i can take
im stuck in a limelight of hate
baby come love me
baby please stay
i close my eyes your all i see
i close my eyes and you are holding me
i hate it i hate it cuz you love me
i'm stuck in a limelight of hate
is it really a
predestined fate
some lights and a flash
a boy
and he grabs me
but you are always there protecting me
a smile
to let me be
i hate it i hate it cuz you love me
i hate it i hate it cuz you love me
cuz all i can think or do is love you back baby
is it really a
predestined fate
or is it that your love
your love
your love is all i can take
im stuck in a limelight of hate
baby come love me
baby please stay
i close my eyes your all i see
i close my eyes and you are holding me
i hate it i hate it cuz you love me
i'm stuck in a limelight of hate
is it really a
predestined fate
some lights and a flash
a boy
and he grabs me
but you are always there protecting me
a smile
to let me be
i hate it i hate it cuz you love me
i hate it i hate it cuz you love me
cuz all i can think or do is love you back baby
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Lulliby
The sun rises high and it lights up the sky
something is there
i can feel it in the warmth by my side
you show me what it's like
and now i am sure to be stuck in your life
Now i am lost in your eyes
this is why i keep quiet
when you say i love you
boy, know, that i love you too
catch my breath
help me breathe
cuz you take it away from me...
when you smile
This isn't just a lulliby
and now i can see why
you are there to hold my hand
and you are there to help me stand
come take me to a place
come take me to your favorite space
you have my heart
now reel it in
let's see what kind of love story
we can put ourselves in
Now i am lost in your eyes
this is why i keep quiet
when you say i love you
boy, know, that i love you too
catch my breath
help me breathe
cuz you take it away from me...
when you smile
I wish i could just freeze time
when one moment i could cry
and the next i would seem fine
water reflects everything
hold it in your hand
and you have the world
you are in my heart
and i look in
the reflection i see
why its your light
now i am lost in your eyes
this is why i keep quiet
when you say i love you
boy, know, that i love you too
catch my breath
help me breathe
cuz you take it away from me...
when you smile
i write a page
and you write a page
and together
we will write a story
not just another lulliby...
something is there
i can feel it in the warmth by my side
you show me what it's like
and now i am sure to be stuck in your life
Now i am lost in your eyes
this is why i keep quiet
when you say i love you
boy, know, that i love you too
catch my breath
help me breathe
cuz you take it away from me...
when you smile
This isn't just a lulliby
and now i can see why
you are there to hold my hand
and you are there to help me stand
come take me to a place
come take me to your favorite space
you have my heart
now reel it in
let's see what kind of love story
we can put ourselves in
Now i am lost in your eyes
this is why i keep quiet
when you say i love you
boy, know, that i love you too
catch my breath
help me breathe
cuz you take it away from me...
when you smile
I wish i could just freeze time
when one moment i could cry
and the next i would seem fine
water reflects everything
hold it in your hand
and you have the world
you are in my heart
and i look in
the reflection i see
why its your light
now i am lost in your eyes
this is why i keep quiet
when you say i love you
boy, know, that i love you too
catch my breath
help me breathe
cuz you take it away from me...
when you smile
i write a page
and you write a page
and together
we will write a story
not just another lulliby...
Bells ring
Goin to a slum old place
lookin at a forgotten face
their eyes reflect what's inside
and the air alone lets out their cry
pull me out pull me out
hold me up and keep me out
it's dark in there
and i got scared
it's a shiny thing
that favored bling
but when the greedy go deep
the lights not seen
and they see the bell
but it doesn't ring
the mounds they have don't mean a thing
it's what they think is everything
he gave em a heart to pull those forgotten faces out
but here they are
more than they need
here they are in their fame's greed
and unfortunate souls stuck in a love drought.
your gifted with it so you may not realize
your gifted with it so you may not see as i
do you know that some people idolize
do you know that some people cry their eyes
out in the dark they wanna know
they wanna know
what it's like
your gifted life.
lookin at a forgotten face
their eyes reflect what's inside
and the air alone lets out their cry
pull me out pull me out
hold me up and keep me out
it's dark in there
and i got scared
it's a shiny thing
that favored bling
but when the greedy go deep
the lights not seen
and they see the bell
but it doesn't ring
the mounds they have don't mean a thing
it's what they think is everything
he gave em a heart to pull those forgotten faces out
but here they are
more than they need
here they are in their fame's greed
and unfortunate souls stuck in a love drought.
your gifted with it so you may not realize
your gifted with it so you may not see as i
do you know that some people idolize
do you know that some people cry their eyes
out in the dark they wanna know
they wanna know
what it's like
your gifted life.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
a story. a story told. a story told right.
Tears.
The silent kind streaming down my face.
Tears.
Hit the grownd on empty space.
Take my hand,
come and see.
You
take my hand and let me lead.
I'd show you what has hurt me,
I'd take you there and let you see.
She's beautiful.
You can see it in her eyes.
You can tell it's there,
but
her soul is trapped inside.
The feeling she is scared,
and
something else is there.
Holdong her curiosity back,
you only see colors of
fear.
I want to help her.
she's got a gift,
but
a heavy heart i cant seem to lift.
her confiddence is blown,
her love?
not shown.
The only one to save her
now...
the only one to show her
how...
is me.
i am the one only one who can teach her to
believe.
for i am the one who can see inside.
Lift her heart,
let the colors fly.
break it open,
stop her cry.
let it go,
don't wait and see.
relax it's time,
just let it be.
More tears.
The silent kind streaming down my face.
Tears.
Hit the ground on empty space.
take my hand,
come and see.
You
take my hand and let me lead.
i'd show you what has helped me,
i'd take you there and let you see.
Look in the morror.
It's you.
just standing next to me.
There is only one of you,
and
there is only one of me.
but see when we are together,
we can be we.
...go team...
Monday, November 10, 2008
Jordan.
A sunflower.
In a field of gray.
Shes beautiful when she opens her eyes and smiles that way.
Your the light that makes her shine,
your kiss on her is like holding time.
Hold her close hold her tight,
let her embrace your muscle's might.
She feels safe in those arms.
Even in a cold and dark stormy night.
She'll want to dance,
jut dance with you.
Maybe whisper in your ear...
let's dance the night through.
Then fall asleep cuddled up next to you.
Shes thinking.
Shes thinking about you.
I already miss you.
In a field of gray.
Shes beautiful when she opens her eyes and smiles that way.
Your the light that makes her shine,
your kiss on her is like holding time.
Hold her close hold her tight,
let her embrace your muscle's might.
She feels safe in those arms.
Even in a cold and dark stormy night.
She'll want to dance,
jut dance with you.
Maybe whisper in your ear...
let's dance the night through.
Then fall asleep cuddled up next to you.
Shes thinking.
Shes thinking about you.
I already miss you.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
coach
Every day i learn something more.
Some days not so much,
some days more than ever before.
Today i learned how three words can mean so much.
Simply saying im sorry could be all they are looking for.
Nobody is perfect,
we all make mistakes,
we don't know everything,
and at times we all break.
But having the morals to say im sorry
that's something worth fighting for.
A combination not to be taken for granted.
Can but a 15 year old be more mature than an adult?
An adult with their whole life to have learned something more.
Yes, a dissapointent.
Im Sorry.
So easy, but again one of the hardest things.
But happiness those hard things do bring.
Be humble,
then you might not see them all quiet and cry.
(message to someone i once believed in)
Saturday, October 11, 2008
so i was reading through the "about me" part on some of my friends facebook accounts.
u know... just to see what they wrote.
and i came across one that simply said,
"its not all about me."
they wrote nothing about themself,
but amazingly it said everything about them.
everything that is important in a person.
what do you have when you loose your things, your pride, maybe your talent in a sport...nothing.
but if your character has the "its not about me"
you still have everything.
everything that is important.
there was this boy.
his whole life was centered around football.
division 1 football he says.
thats my life, its everything.
all i want to do is play division 1 football.
he got really good at it, it is pretty much his life,
always bragging about how good he is.
his knee blows out.
life, for him,
stopped.
he thought he had lost everything,
couldnt persue what he wanted, what he thought was truly everything.
a game.
he became depressed.
thought everything was all about him.
he started failing his classes, and wasnt going to make it.
so my theology teacher...
he knows its not all about him.
he calles up the boy's mother.
and asks if he can take the boy somewhere, and gets her permisson.
so the teacher takes the boy, in his car.
drives him to the childrens hospital.
just walks through.
looking,
at all of the smiling faces of children fighting for their life.
they know its not all about them.
they know they still have everything,
smiling, while fighting for their life.
the boy and the teacher just looking in...
room to room
smile after smile.
then the teacher asks.
boy, now is your life over,
now do u see
now do you know
"its not all about you"
the boy stops, looks the teacher in the eye,
and says wow.. no. its not all about me.
and he turned his life around.
true story.
character. it counts.
u know... just to see what they wrote.
and i came across one that simply said,
"its not all about me."
they wrote nothing about themself,
but amazingly it said everything about them.
everything that is important in a person.
what do you have when you loose your things, your pride, maybe your talent in a sport...nothing.
but if your character has the "its not about me"
you still have everything.
everything that is important.
there was this boy.
his whole life was centered around football.
division 1 football he says.
thats my life, its everything.
all i want to do is play division 1 football.
he got really good at it, it is pretty much his life,
always bragging about how good he is.
his knee blows out.
life, for him,
stopped.
he thought he had lost everything,
couldnt persue what he wanted, what he thought was truly everything.
a game.
he became depressed.
thought everything was all about him.
he started failing his classes, and wasnt going to make it.
so my theology teacher...
he knows its not all about him.
he calles up the boy's mother.
and asks if he can take the boy somewhere, and gets her permisson.
so the teacher takes the boy, in his car.
drives him to the childrens hospital.
just walks through.
looking,
at all of the smiling faces of children fighting for their life.
they know its not all about them.
they know they still have everything,
smiling, while fighting for their life.
the boy and the teacher just looking in...
room to room
smile after smile.
then the teacher asks.
boy, now is your life over,
now do u see
now do you know
"its not all about you"
the boy stops, looks the teacher in the eye,
and says wow.. no. its not all about me.
and he turned his life around.
true story.
character. it counts.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
"said too much but really not enough"
So you make a promise.
And on top of that promise another promise,
too keep that promise.
I'll always love you.
I'll love you when the light shines through.
I'll love you when you start to cry.
I'll be there for you.
You are my life.
Happy tears I'll then turn and cry.
No written words can explain what you are.
No distance from you is ever too far.
You are my child,
I am here for you
....momma, I LOVE YOU TOO.
Baby your smile,
it keeps my heart with you.
Look and there it is,
always a part of you.
Every raindrop that falls from the sky,
is me thinking of you.
Every bird that sings is my happiness towards you too.
Take this ring,
my promise again.
I'll hold you tight,
kiss you light.
And take care of you
....handsome boy, I LOVE YOU TOO.
Hey!
I'll keep this promise,
be here for you.
Have fun with you.
Laugh harder with you.
Talk on the phone.
Ride my bike,
Sneak out of my home.
Pick you up.
Take you there.
Another memory for us to share
....best friends, I'M THERE FOR YOU TOO.
And the one who started it all.
Who gave us love,
love that is there,
never to fall....I LOVE YOU TOO.
too often i go through my life taking things for granted. Taking love for granted, taking happiness for granted, taking friends and family for granted, taking good times for granted. i don't stop to say i love you, to say i am here for you, and to say thank you. sometimes there is only one chance, then a chance passed up, a chance lost. i cant tell how to live your life, but how to love you life? what is happiness and love if it is not cherished? one and one, that makes two. two and some more grows to be a few. it's like happiness and love. keep it alive. it'll come for you, then grow too.
it goes. it just works.
because i love you.
And on top of that promise another promise,
too keep that promise.
I'll always love you.
I'll love you when the light shines through.
I'll love you when you start to cry.
I'll be there for you.
You are my life.
Happy tears I'll then turn and cry.
No written words can explain what you are.
No distance from you is ever too far.
You are my child,
I am here for you
....momma, I LOVE YOU TOO.
Baby your smile,
it keeps my heart with you.
Look and there it is,
always a part of you.
Every raindrop that falls from the sky,
is me thinking of you.
Every bird that sings is my happiness towards you too.
Take this ring,
my promise again.
I'll hold you tight,
kiss you light.
And take care of you
....handsome boy, I LOVE YOU TOO.
Hey!
I'll keep this promise,
be here for you.
Have fun with you.
Laugh harder with you.
Talk on the phone.
Ride my bike,
Sneak out of my home.
Pick you up.
Take you there.
Another memory for us to share
....best friends, I'M THERE FOR YOU TOO.
And the one who started it all.
Who gave us love,
love that is there,
never to fall....I LOVE YOU TOO.
too often i go through my life taking things for granted. Taking love for granted, taking happiness for granted, taking friends and family for granted, taking good times for granted. i don't stop to say i love you, to say i am here for you, and to say thank you. sometimes there is only one chance, then a chance passed up, a chance lost. i cant tell how to live your life, but how to love you life? what is happiness and love if it is not cherished? one and one, that makes two. two and some more grows to be a few. it's like happiness and love. keep it alive. it'll come for you, then grow too.
it goes. it just works.
because i love you.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Everything
Everything seems to come and go.
Things and life flash through and then go...
Come and go like winter snow.
Winter snow.
Watching the flakes as they fall to the earth
Quiet and calm
staring, smiling at her.
Beautiful though is the abscence of knowing,
the exact time of the quiet snow's coming.
Blanketing the earth,
with comfort and knowing,
the snow is there,
it;s there and cares.
though now it's going
melting away
to come another day
it is now lost, all things must,
on the heart is a pricely cost, but
come it will
come it will
again it will come,
it does know the hearts in need,
its comfort will fill,
sometimes those friends are all you need
to comfort you
to help you see
trust in them, and and the snow will come
~thank you friends :)
Things and life flash through and then go...
Come and go like winter snow.
Winter snow.
Watching the flakes as they fall to the earth
Quiet and calm
staring, smiling at her.
Beautiful though is the abscence of knowing,
the exact time of the quiet snow's coming.
Blanketing the earth,
with comfort and knowing,
the snow is there,
it;s there and cares.
though now it's going
melting away
to come another day
it is now lost, all things must,
on the heart is a pricely cost, but
come it will
come it will
again it will come,
it does know the hearts in need,
its comfort will fill,
sometimes those friends are all you need
to comfort you
to help you see
trust in them, and and the snow will come
~thank you friends :)
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
as one
There is only one of you. And theres only one of me. But when we are together, we can be we.
so many things i could elaborate on this, the things bringing us apart, or being together and its hapiness' bliss.
all in the same thpugh is the concept of it.
together is our heart, apart is love forever missed.
so many things i could elaborate on this, the things bringing us apart, or being together and its hapiness' bliss.
all in the same thpugh is the concept of it.
together is our heart, apart is love forever missed.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Help
I want to help him, hes got a gift. But in his head is an idea i can't seem to lift. He blows me away at all the notes he can play. I dont even think he can see all that i can see in him. Sometimes late in the night i hear from him, he brings a fright. He may not see it now but someday that could take his life. oh please oh please all i need is a little of your help in helping him see.
Please dont make him just a memory.
please help me help him be what hes born to be.
Please dont make him just a memory.
please help me help him be what hes born to be.
Friday, September 12, 2008
RUN
Blank expression staring at the line, two years of training running through my mind. Not what i can't do, but what i can. knowing the pain is there to come, but knowing i can and will have fun. not alone with my sister there for me, running the race of liberty. Leaving just the shadow behind us, leaving the trail of you and me. coming to the finish i see, pushing towards what i believe. Hugs and cheering all alike, this ones different, this one is life. starting here and finishing there with ones beside me where cheers are near. Run. Live. Laugh. Smile. Even in that hurting mile.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
time
That old wooden broke down door, closed and shattered across an old dirt floor. Those places we would like to go back through, the door we'd like to rewind time to. Open it and step on through stopping the time where our hearts grew. The base of the door, that old dirt floor, is the same happiness we all look for. some have few broken doors some have enough for them and four more. to get it in life, to get the happiness for which we do strive, only really comes with times of you and me, not all the things and stuff shallow hearts see. my emptiness is filled with your life, the happiness and fuldillment for which i strive.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Its meant to be.
It is really akward drinking super cold water out of a coffee mug, there should be some warm hot chocolate coming out of it...it's meant to be. It seems like something is missing when there is a thunderstorm but no rain, it's like your expectations are waiting for the rain to come...it's meant to be. It is weird to see someone dancing, but hear no music, they go together why would there be just one...it's meant to be. When you think of love you think of a heart, in no way should they ever be split apart...it's meant to be.
words
Poems are but a jumble of words, but for some not but a jumble of words, but the real thing of jumbled words. For instance for some is this thunder that shakes me, for instance for some is the morning rise that wakes me. Inspiration of worlds alike, each one's poem is of a different life. Morning birds sing, time bells ring, your poem i know, makes you smile. Some are random, out of the blue, Oh but be careful, somebody's poem could just be watching you.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
together
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so much pain we go through every day, but so much gain we recieve along the way. natural disasters are destructive and harsh, but how it brings us together is like no other force. every day pain only makes us stonger. everyday pain grants us courage to love longer. the feeling you cant possibly go any farther, only pushes us to go on harder. each time growing stronger, each time loving longer. Sometimes maybe a life is taken, a person's needs gone and forsaken. but from that we dont want to go back, from that pain is somthing black. slowly growing to a happy face, slowly growing to a happy place. so much pain we go through every day, but so much gain we recieve along the way.
NO PAIN NO GAIN?
NO PAIN NO GAIN?
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
RED ROSES
The rain comes down and the feeling your heart is cold runs through each one's body, young and old. Washing the dirt away, but not the hurt that's there to stay. The sun rises and it sets, but i know we'll never ever forget, all the lives we've come to know, that we've lost somewhere down the road. what is the difference between guns and roses? Guns beat down leaving a need for red roses, to pass to the ones who wait for the rain to wash their dirt away. but always, the pain is there to stay. No matter how hard we try, some still have to look to the sky. Remembering the one they loved, which carelessness and hatred has torn from them. Not one not two but more than a few have yet to see the perfect day when rain runs dry, hearing no one's cry. Experiencing the light God does provide rising us above and beyond. When will guns be beaten down by red roses killing hatred and carelessness leaving peace and love alive...
angels
just like every holy place there's an angel deep within one's face, some shine their light so bright, some are dim from faces of grimm, but it's always there, the angel, the light, watching over the dark and heavy night, sometimes though, i find my angel will fly, fly fly ever so high. finding you like a dream come ture, the tears streaming down your face, heeding the angel to fill the empty space. ~ill be there, even when you are alone, you have my memories, my spirits home~
fear
Thunder crashes, Thunder rools. Last drop of hope as the death bell tolls. Not my own but someone elses, lightening strikes and i catch their eyes. A straight on look into what it's like, to fear a dark and stormy night. It's like they are saying have my possesions, have my pride, but please oh please, don't take my life. i watch and see their eyes grow wide all in just the moment that i caught their eyes. But what do i do? i stare on through...saying man, im here for you. but what does that do to help them through? in their widening eyes is when i realize there is one gift, one prize. and that is the gift of everlasting life.
I AM
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I am a curious girl.
I wonder about what is ahead.
I hear friends and family reminding me I can do anything I want if I set my heart to it.
I see people who struggle, and people who make it every day.
I want to be that person who makes it.
I am a curious girl.
I pretend that everything is perfect, the way I want it to be, but
I feel if I tried that much harder; it would have been that much better.
I touch the fact that no matter what, God loves me.
I worry about letting someone down, or failing.
I cry because I know people are dying tonight.
I am a curious girl.
I understand that when I wake up in the morning, my day depends on what I make it to be.
I say not enough.
I dream about someday being a doctor.
I try to be that kind person who helps others, and
I only hope for the best.
I am a curious girl.
I wonder about what is ahead.
I hear friends and family reminding me I can do anything I want if I set my heart to it.
I see people who struggle, and people who make it every day.
I want to be that person who makes it.
I am a curious girl.
I pretend that everything is perfect, the way I want it to be, but
I feel if I tried that much harder; it would have been that much better.
I touch the fact that no matter what, God loves me.
I worry about letting someone down, or failing.
I cry because I know people are dying tonight.
I am a curious girl.
I understand that when I wake up in the morning, my day depends on what I make it to be.
I say not enough.
I dream about someday being a doctor.
I try to be that kind person who helps others, and
I only hope for the best.
I am a curious girl.
him
Sunrise, Sunset oh please don't ever let me forget, all the memories i have with you, and all the things that we've been through. the way you never cease to smile, raises my heart ten thousand miles, i just want my life to be, all you've helped me become and believe, and when you look at me, through a love that's ever an ocean's deep, i see the sparkle in your eyes, which makes me want to touch the skies. you'll always be in my heart so deep, and in return my own is yours to keep. sunrise, sunset, oh please dont ever let me forget, all the memories i have with you, and all the things that we've been through. i want to dance with you, i want to dance just us two, and watch the stars light up the sky, never having to say goodbye. sunrise, sunset, oh please don't ever let me forget, all the memories i have with you, and all the things that we've been through. i didn't really know where to start, now that we're two worlds apart, but i hope i've helped you see, all the things you've done for me. :)
love?
How do i capture that in words...The way she looks when she has just heard, the most beautiful ever created words.The wind blowing her hair in her face, and her eyes fixed just on one place, looking up from looking down, the world stops, and she looses the ground.If ever ther was a reason for her being, that was it.to hear his heart beating.
HERO
Life. Saved. Because the Hero was never afraid. They say he was blessed with a gift of brave, something we deffinately miss today. It's like the angel deep within, bravery is there ready to win. Smothered in us but not in him. His rises above the grimm, fearing not, never giving in. Saving her, and saving them, will he save you or can you save you? Will your own bravery break on through? In that moment when your eyes grow wide, you catch a glimpse as he flashes by. He is there for you, as your own bravery is there for you too, ready to fight for what is right. Justice, peace, love, and light. No worries just let it come, and the rest will see that bravery has won.
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